not only in the routines of daily life. whenever feelings grow too strong, i find myself going there and staying for a while. it's where i fold back into myself whenever i begin to fall apart.

when we were little, my siblings and i shared the same bathroom on our floor. we used to leave messages for each other on the steamed-up mirror after every shower. the habit stayed, even though we no longer live together. i still write little notes there sometimes - not knowing if anyone will ever read them.